YOU WASN’T WITH ME...

Real talk...success comes when you grind and work hard for it. However, most don’t understand the grind folks personally go through in life, but want a piece of the success (money, recognition...etc) when they didn’t put in the work to help you get there. There is no easy route in life...I repeat...NO EASY ROUTE PEOPLE!!!! Get up...make your own bed and build your own castle as there is no such thing as entitlement! Do the work...build that platform to conquer your dreams and ambitions! You wasn’t with me shooting in the gym speaks volumes...LOUD! It’s different if you’re there giving the assist to score buckets...but if you’re a bystander...you can’t account for what is done! Get out of the crowd, make your own plays...or do something to support those building that bridge and use that inspiration to build your own...until then...your thoughts don’t matter. #osmosisthoughtz 

NOW verses LATER

Society has a capability/flaw in focusing on the now verses later. There's nothing wrong with taking advantage of the opportunity in front of us now. However, we sometimes have to realize that some opportunities in the now...can prove costly later. I believe wholeheartedly with investing in ourselves when it comes to educational and job opportunities, which furthers our path in our careers. Makes more sense to work hard in our 20s...and 30s...kick back...unwind and watch the earnings of our fruit flourish into our 40s. Wake up neighbor!!!! Can't blame society for your short comings. #osmosisthoughtz #nobulltaurus

STAY HUMBLE

For what shall a man profit...to gain the whole world...and lose his soul?!?! Matthew 16:26 

Real talk...I’m never the one to give up the inner me to tap dance to the beat of another’s negativity...I’ve been through a lot and God knows my heart better than anyone I’ve been friends with or keep in association in my rotation. There was a point in my life when I decided to be better man, but when there are those who don’t understand your mentality or what you’ve been through...it makes the journey harder...yet, more exciting/enjoyable to figure this rubik’s cube called life. The key is to remain humble...hustle hard and always be willing to help those even if they dislike you or front for the masses. The past few months, I’ve figured out some of the squares in my circle that I thought I could trust/talk to...aren’t who I thought they were, but I’m good though. Love me, hate me...your opinion does not rate/make me. I’m still growing/learning and the day I sleep on these people’s...is the day I die. #matthew1626 #nobulltaurus #osmosisthoughtz

GOOD (Getting Out Our Dreams) 🤔

I love it when society swears they have the facts...but haven't done their research. Currently, in the news is the meeting between the current president and Kanye West. For many African Americans, such as myself...it was a disasterous mess! I use to look at Ye as one if the black empowered icons when Jay Z was considered his "big brother". Now that we don't hear much about them together or if they've made amends to past beef...and since Ye has become a Kardashian...it's been all downhill for his career. This both sickens and saddens me and I wish him well. Funny thing is...on social media...there are folks saying that "leftist, both blacks and whites can't handle the meet between the two" 😐 wait...what?!?! Listen, here are the true underlying facts...anything that benefits this presidency whether its parading women who aren't following the #metoo movement (latest case...Kavanaugh versus Ford) to inviting blacks to "the house" to try and convert/conform African Americans to share the same slave mentality🤖 as these negros (Jim Brown included) to vote in the upcoming midterms. Overall, they are trying to convince us and making fools of themselves to capture votes as they deepen their gap into the sunken place. Kanye, was that same guy, during Katrina in 2005 that said "George Bush, does not like black people" and now he peddles for an undercover racist sans blackface ☻ makeup and wants us to be on the same bandwagon using celebrity blacks like puppets?!??! Kanye...stop it...you're a false prophet. (J. Cole) Ye, is doing anything for attention these days and it's hard to support a guy who is losing himself in the depths of nothingness...who clearly has not been the same, since his mother passed and he's felt a sense of well being as a member of the Kardashian family (aka the Sirens). What troubles most is that he says that the current president is like a father figure to him 😑 and he feels like superman wearing that false God red cap?!?! Seriously?!?! Sit your ass down! Look, I can respect opinions and I'm not here to be negative, but you can't play both sides of the fence for your purpose/agenda and expect me to believe you serve purpose for us all. I haven't heard of Kanye donating money to the city of Chicago (like Schoolboy Q.) or opening schools or funding scholarships to college (like LBJ and other athletes)...if I'm wrong...my apologies in advance, but do something bigger than yourself, so that the world remembers your GOOD (Getting Out Our Dreams) 👈🏿 Ye's music label. Again, wish him well and that he finds his road to true happiness. #osmosisthoughtz #nobulltaurus

<is> LESS IS MORE

Fact is...the less drama you keep in your life...the more happiness within yourself you will find. I've always been positive, outgoing and will give my last to someone in need. I'm not perfect as no one will ever be...but God knows I try to live the best I can as my parents have always taught me. Over the last couple of months, I've peeped who to trust/rely on, which is why I keep my circle small...something I'll continue to do, but I will never change who I am, because of another's thoughts of me...especially if they don't know me personally. I will continue to give my best and be a resource/mentor to those in need...I can give the answer to those inquiring as I've been through a lot in my lifetime...as I've never liked to see failure, but only the best for all. Lastly, always smile, no matter what...you will find those who you think are close that turn their backs on you without knowing the 5 W's of a situation/issue...especially when you need them the most. Live your life full of happiness and never subject yourself to be the end game of others. Love is life...and life...is living. #godbless #issachayes #walkonby #osmosisthoughtz #livelaughlove #doyou  #cantpleaseeveryone #lessismore #staywoke

SOCIAL MEDIA IS THE DEVIL

Had to take some time from a few social media sites for a bit as a lot of negativity surfaces these days. I'm not sure if these negative influences are real people/bots, but its hella annoying to see the mass confusion/caous when the only thing I'm there for is to keep up with family and friends. It's a bit bananas and easy to get sucked into an intoxicating environment, comment, like or post about an election that happened almost 2 years ago or the ongoing WH reality tv stuff happening (sighhhh) or a question, which is starting to annoy me: "who eats first ( or gets their plate first), the husband or the kids" (oh my goodness...that post is so freaking annoying)😑...for the negativity to begin. During my tenure away from a site, I've actually thought of becoming a ghost and if folks need to reach me...then they could do so by phone/email...ya know, like the good old days. 😂 I guess the real reason I keep it is to catch up with the latest on people I know as their lives change over the years. I guess I'll see how I feel soon...as I kinda like being incognito and the fact that folks wonder...what's he doing next. #osmosisthoughtz

LYING ISN'T EASY

So, I know a guy...whose a narcissist. Constantly lies about any of the 5 Ws (who, what, when, where or why 👈🏿😏 in case you're not following) to make himself look good. I've known this guy to be a habitual liar and whatever you've got...that he doesn't...he will find a way to one up you to look good as far as image. Running into him yesterday, he announces that he's up for a promotion with his made up job (give him credit, he actually worked for about 6 good months, before they let him go...what he doesn't know is that a lot of us know that the company cut ties with him) and that he is pursuing his Doctorates (going to school full time)...question is...how do you get a Doctrates without a Bachelor's and Masters?!?! Bro, quit lying!!!! We all know the truth, but we gas him up with head nods and smirks. Folks, we have to do better...why do we feel that a social status is needed to make us official? I believe in the concept of working hard...not lying or unable to present proof if asked for a receipt. Status without work equates nothing, but trouble...and if looking to be celebrated for nothing...that's shameful and wrong. I wish him success in his journey to find himself and pray that he really looks to find out who he is and refrain from the path he's going or...it's really going to hurt him later. I'm always about seeing one succeed...never have liked people getting over. #osmosisthoughtz

LAUNDROMAT DAYDREAMING

Today, had a childhood experience going to the laundromat. It's funny how the smallest things bring back memories of our childhood. I remember my parents using all the change scrapped together to wash as my brothers and I ran around the place like crazy...getting into the push baskets as mom fussed at us...and begging for change to play Pacman/Ms. Pacman. Difference now is there was no video games, no change machines as there is wifi and cards (hella expensive) used to insert into the washers and dryers. What ever happened to the good old days?!?! Those were the days of our lives...drama free with autonomy! No bills...carefree...just kids running through the laundromat.

FACTS & OPINIONS

The world has really changed over the years...or has it always been more opinionated suggestions taken before true facts substantiated. When we look at politics, religion and even something as entertaining as LeBron James or other sports free agents joining teams rather than the fanbase opinion...it seems to start an all out war of words, hate/disparaging comments. I mean, we are all entitled to our own opinions...but honestly...it seems as if opinions are what we live by to fuel thought rather than the art of facts?!?! As I am writing this, I am now chuckling at the fact that this is an opinionated piece...so I guess...there really is no escaping opinions. 🤣

MAN SHALL NOT LIVE BY DAYDREAMING ALONE

As a child, I dreamt of things unimaginable. I mean, that's what dreaming is all about...right? I remember dreaming I was an astronaut, until the Challenger blew up. I remember watching the clouds shift as the day drift by...wondering in mind, which was Cloud 9...as I was always told they had different levels...and Cloud 10 was my aim, while using 9 as a foot rest. As we age, we still subject ourselves to daydreaming. However, follow those dreams, become a doer by committing yourself long term and never give up...no matter how many times you're put down. Get up, dust yourself off and live life to the fullest! Now, in my forties...I'm finally discovering thoughts of happiness and accomplishments along the way. I daydreamed a lot, but understood that dreaming it s not what makes us...it's the doing that seals the deal. #osmosisthoughtz

ENTITLED MUCH?!?!

I've come to learn that we live in a society of more entitlement, than entrepreneurship. We can't call them "Millenials"...they've earned the title of "6G" (yes the upgrade folks) the gimme, gimme, gimme, gimme, gimme generation. Hand out, lip poked out, smart attitude, roll the eyes, smack the lips, side eye and next roll...type generation. Their work is half hearted and they don't have a clue at how the world works as their invested time is within friends thoughts with dismissive thoughts/disrespect to  those who truly care for them. I remember as a child, when my parents addressed me, my response was "yes sir/ma'am, no sir/ma'am, please, thank you and you're welcome"...no matter what was asked, said of me...this is still a habit I have today! 👈🏿 My parents could tell you that this is true. Today's kids/young adult addresses elders with "yeah, naw, huh, what". They also "demand respect" and don't know what work is...and afraid to get their hands dirty. When I was in high school, I worked two jobs back to back daily, barely getting days off! If I had a daily off and someone needed me to cover their shift...I was there. I loved being responsible for myself and left home at 20. What happened to this generation? While I can agree it's on us as parents...no parent wants to see their child suffer, but at some point it's time they leave the nest, even if it means pushing them out...they'll have two choices...either they'll flap their wings and fly or fail with a nose dive to the ground. Grown ups, should not be growing pains! If you're living under your parents roof, because you're scared to face the world on your own...then it's time you own your life, stop with the disrespect and face adulthood. Period dot! #osmosisthoughtz

RIGHT 2 WRITE

Listen, life will throw us curve balls...therefore we must take the good with the bad...happiness with the sad and bounce back! When you feel the world judges w/o listening (vs hearing or not at all)...keep pushing and smile as the days go by. I've always been a firm believer in waiting/watching as time moves forward for revealations to happen. In life, some wish for karma, but I aspire to inspire by saying...never wish bad and always wish the best in success to those no matter the circumstances. Days will be hard, but you grow from mistakes and learn about yourself in the process. We exist for a reason and God knows the more we achieve in life...there will always be something/someone waiting to stunt our growth. Bottom line "growth has roots, but no ceiling"...there will be weeds, but it's how you prevail among those troubles to "be" who you are. Every morning when you look into the mirror...believe in yourself and never give up...even when the world closes its doors and takes away its welcome mat...create your path and continue to smile as joy always comes in the morning...it may not be the next morning, but it comes...even if we are long removed from a situation/happening. #osmosisthoughtz #goodvibes #right2write #opositive #beyourexistence #be

WRITING IS MY...

Therapy (and addiction)...I find myself lost in thought when I write down topics that cross my mind. For me, it takes me outside the box of weirdness and helps sort thought. We all have beautiful pictures locked away in the museum of our mind...where we fantasize, daydream and lose ourselves where no one knows us personally as we know ourselves. Funny thing is...those thoughts...may not be a topic to discuss with others and may be saved for someone with similar thinking. I blog a lot...sometimes I don't post everything as I may not finish getting thought to paper, due to writer's block...but lately there's been an uptick in my post as I begin to get comfortable discussing a lot of things that cross my mind or I may see from first to third person. It's difficult to get someone to listen these days as the only hear a message without complete thought by listening to words. Hopefully, everything I write will be in existence to help another 30...40...50 years and beyond. #osmosisthoughtz

WITHHOLDING S3X

When a married couple is not having sex, due to one withholding it from the other or treating sex as a carrot for obedience...what does one do? It's often something that happens in a relationship and causes more harm than help (honestly). Sex is a pleasure for both parties...if it's withheld due to a medical purpose...understood. However, when one does it out of spite, obedience or to impose their will...upon the other...then it becomes a problem. Sex is a form of communication (believe it or not), which spruces up/unlocks different barriers within our mind, body and soul. I've heard a spouse once say she only has sex with her significant other to keep him happy, which is totally odd/riDICKulous MOVE to me. We can be creative as we want and it's an opportunity to get to know each other on another level. The sexiness/boldness that you bring into the bedroom shows a difference with how we relate in the streets (yeeeahhhhh, freak in the sheets...😏 you know the rest). Some couples fail to realize this and feel that communication is built on speech alone...when in fact it's also how our bodies connect to keep our commitment strong. Here's the kicker...ask yourself, if withholding from your significant other...for the aforementioned reasons....what happens if I'm cheated on?!?!? Other questions (or guilt tripping) will surface such as did they really love me, since they cheated or found someone to take care of their needs? How could they do this to me?!?!? I'm not endorsing cheating, but where do you go when not getting that fulfillment? Trust, I know that it's wrong, but how do we get enjoyment without feeling/ being treated like a slave to someone else's desires...and they feel entitled enough to break you off without a mutual connection? Understand, sex is a two way street and is an important factor in communicating love between two people...and shouldn't be used to bait, harm or ward off someone who really wants that connection with you. After all, sex is another forum to communicate trust and if you fail in that aspect or prevent yourself from thinking outside the box...you may end up losing/have already lost what you thought you've had. #osmosisthoughtz

NO DELILAH

Ladies, a man needs to be shown rather than told that they are special to you. We hear the narratives about bad men and women needing to be loved, but sometimes we feel forgotten as we are emotionally built and have feelings too. Far to often, we may feel neglected or overwhelmed, but who is taking care of our needs if we're constantly challenged to maintain our bearings and be the backbone to our significant other. Love is a battlefield, but should never be one sided. We too tire of the games played and emotional roller coasters. We are strong, but it doesn't mean that we are willing to be treated as stepping stools. #osmosisthoughtz

ANGLES

Life seems to be based on angles. I mean, perception, thoughts, choices/options or opinions (same difference). There will always be an argument over whose right...wrong or indifferent. Like, religion...politics...or even the way we rear our children is based on subjectives or how each and every one of us thinks or feels. There's nothing wrong with differences, but we must be responsible/respectful in how we conduct ourselves around those with thought quite different than our own. When I address the aforementioned intro...it is my belief that life's angles are what we or others may perceive and immediately choose a side no matter our reason for doing so. We tend to become carbon copies of what the news/media says...society takes on this story and spit balls it to its liking, which generates a difference in opinion and we have war! Folks, listen...just be you...respect others and prevent the goat trails of gossip. When addressing differences...inquire about what you may not know and use it for growth. There also may be a point where you can be wrong and may learn why an individual is different than you are. #osmosisthoughtz

S3X

Embracing your nakedness
Caressing your sexiness
French kissing
Fondling
Orgasms
Of oral conversation
Mouth
To mouth
On our south
Jerking, licking,sucking, fingering
Pleasures
In treasures
Depth
From sofa, floor and stair steps
No penetration
As temptation
Invaded occupation
Curiosity spikes
Left to right
Explosive volcanoes...to smiles delight
One opportunity with you...reset our bodies right
Kiss my tattoos...slow
Follow
Outlines...head to toe
No regrets
Your body on mine...let's connect
Chemical exchange...orgasms to sweat
Sex...

Climax offset
Wet
Ready...willing
More than feeling
Between thighs
As temperature rise
Inside
Bouncing biorhythms
Venus...Mars
Calibrated stars
Decision
Body says yes...mind says no
Submission
Green light go
Pleasure chambers as rain
Drips from membrane
Soak n' wet...
Sex...

Talk dirty
Temple Shirley
I am Ceasar
In your worldly
Love it when you say hurt me...
Go deeper...or I think I love you
Don't speak it...just show me
Grope thighs, suck fingers...
As pheromones linger...
Demeanor
Nonverbal
I am your dealer...smoke me...herbal
Soak me...in your essence
So pleasant...
As we kiss, before we undress
Thoughts of foreplay...
Sex...
#osmosisthoughtz

LIFE IS FUNNY

Some folks tend to forget how much you help them and disregard/disrespect the relevance you have been to inspire their lives. Whether it's the utilities, food, love, protection, convenience to conversation etc., that you provide them...they will soon forget what you have done to make their lives comfortably, because they feel their path to life should be easy. One thing in mind is family/friends who borrow money, but think you owe it to them rather than giving back what they owe, which ultimately turns into a battle for what's rightfully yours...because their selfishness to progress their cause...to forget about yours is what's less important to them. Then they are mad and guilt trip you with..."I never should have asked you" or "you've never done anything for me" or "I was gonna ask someone else, but thought I'd give you the opportunity"...wait...whaaaa???!??! We now figure to press forward, because karma (we figure) will catch up to them...but does it? Guess it's something we will never see...but here's the kicker. Smile, press forward as life only remains empty for that individual...at some point in passing...life will catch up and they'll discover that life isn't the same without you. We may not see or know their karma...or get an apology for their antics. However, it's a price to pay upon discovery. Don't fight tooth and nail or be petty...continue living your life at a distance as their story unfolds. #osmosisthoughtz

MEMO 2018, SELF EMPOWERMENT

Let those who wish you unsuccess, see you at your best! Sometimes, we may feel that we do not have the support of others behind us and those same people love to see when we hit rock bottom. The key is to keep pushing and to remember the skies the limit! I'm not a perfect man (as if anyone is perfect), but I take note of those who think, feel or see less of me. I smile, remember who I am...even when it's hard and know I've given my best and feel unappreciated no matter what I've built or tried to achieve for those around me. Positivity should be the position we all should have, but it becomes a struggle when others do not value your same worth.👈🏿 (See what I've done there?) It's our conciousness that sways us...we want to be accepted for who we are, but we aren't allowed to identify who we are as others will always label us...as who they want us to be. Real talk...and thinking outside the box...we honestly have nothing to prove to anyone/ anybody...we are human and challenge ourselves to be better as we want to speak in silence (let the work show for itself), but our demons speak out loud as we want to be noticed for what people do not seem to recognize. I've got work to do in this department as I look to start compartmentalizing a lot of what has haunted me over the years...it only gets better with time as our web design in life is what we do from birth to death.

FORGIVING THE UNFORGIVABLE

Age seems to bring about a lot of things. Growth for one teaches me that I can forgive...but never forget/fully trust associates, friends, family, society and yes... politicians (always been my thinking). I've found that we are so judgmental of one another, but not one bit of perfect ourselves (human syntax error). We are all perfectly flawed in one shape or form, therefore we cannot be judge, jury or executioner to someone else. I remember the saying, "point a finger...three more points back at us". We all will feel a certain way as we should, but at the end of the day...we aren't God, nor do we hold the Book of Judgement and all are inclined to make mistakes (maybe once...but not habitual). Almost a month ago, I wrote a blog about Roseanne Barr...sighting that she deserved what she got an only apologised  because her show was cancelled and it affected her income. Let me be clear about something...her comments were disparaging and racially charged, but who are we to judge someone else's faults, wrongdoings, or shortcomings. It is practically up to her to change her ways, life and thinking. I will go on record and say..."I forgive you, Roseanne." I don't know you personally, but I am African American man who has seen, heard and dealt with racism...and the comments made were very offensive. However, this is considered a teaching moment and I hope she embraces it and wish her well in bouncing back. For starters, she should donate to BLM or spend time in the black community...not for media/TMZ or to show face, but to get to know us better than she does. We can all learn from our mistakes, but forgiveness is the ultimate key to betterment of ourselves and others. #osmosisthoughtz

NINE.ONE.ONE (the premonition)

Do you believe in premonitions? I can truly say that I do. Circa, 1999 2000, was my first brush with the numbers 9-1-1. It was weird seeing the numbers daily...straightforward, no mixing whether it was clocks (a.m./p.m.) license plates, reading material, etc. 911, was poison to me as I tried to figure out what the numbers meant. Did it mean something tragic/good? Was it meant for me/someone close? I had no clue...and like that...it was gone! That is, until September 11, 2001...we need not discuss what happened as I'm sure we are all aware. Many may find this weird as I've only discussed with approximately five people...and I still do not feel comfortable telling anyone. Fast forward to this day in time...9/11 is starting to happen again. I have been experiencing the same "symptoms" as before, but too afraid to speak on it as I feel I'll be labeled as "weird" or (knowing the government) having some connection to a tragedy that may come...I'm writing my thoughts today in hopes that another tragedy does not come and that God continues to bless us all! Praying for positivity in 2018. #osmosisthoughtz

ACAPELLA VS. INSTRUMENTAL

Music...what do we really hear? Do we listen to the beat, the lyrics or both simultaneously? A beat can be hypnotic...it sways our bodies, minds, souls...left to right, back n' forth, side to side controlling our minds, producing vibe, connecting our minds to dance in lines...it induces hormones, pheromones, fertility and symphony when making love. However, when we listen  acapella...we tend to slow down...and think. We decipher each word as if codified behind the beat...when the feeling from words is mixed between the instrumental, which causes a chemical imbalance to nerves connecting mind and spine. If we took away the instruments...how much do we listen verses hearing the words? Does it inspire facial expression, tears, smiles, laughter and capture the good of what we really listen to...verses what we hear? Does it connect us like snap, claps, drums, hi hats? I ask, because we are human...and illusion is our preferred way of thinking. Let us broaden our minds a bit...how much do we listen to one another? The media and society ("sources") are instraments or let's say traffic...that blinds us from real truth, giving us alias...rather than facts. It becomes loud, amongst crowds...yet if we took the time to relate between persons, rather than "sources"...the world would be less angry and more willing to compromise. Like music...the volume is turned up and we tune out the real message and we refuse to listen to the true gems, which come about. Fact is...we are all guilty of mixed messages and the distinction between the truth and untruth. We've got to be better. #osmosisthoughtz

AFRICAN PROVERB

“Until the lion tells his side of the story, the tale of the hunt will always glorify the hunter.” Powerful words as one tells their side to a story and it's the only one "listened" to...as the other side, suffers in silence as the world judges. #osmosisthoughtz

A MILLION...N' 1

In my lifetime, I have seen how negativity seems to forecast its shadow over positivity. It is amazing how the world turns when you make a mistake...I have seen good people lose their careers, fame, finances, family and even their lives, due to making one mistake. Sometimes they are immediately forgotten from the minds of those who saw them do a million things right. For example Michael Vick was a philanthropist, NFL Pro Bowler...one of the elite up and coming quarterbacks in the league. However, when most see him now...DOG FIGHTER, immediately becomes his handle. With that said, it should/does not matter if you are black, white, purple, green or gold...the world will call it as they see it, because they either think they are perfect and cannot do any wrong or become so judgmental, just to have something to talk about. For me, that is a sad episode to go through and judgemental folks will have their day in court too. It is a challenge, but the key is to never give up...days may get tough, but keep pushing. Those close to you may turn their backs, but it is those who remain supportive and close...who are true family and friends until the end. #osmosisthoughtz

ROSEANNE BARRED

It's funny how folks have come to the defense of Roseanne Barr's tweets when they have missed the ignorance in her savagery. Not only did she disrespect Ms. Valerie Jarrett, but she also threw a shade at our former President Barack Obama (referrenced as Brotherhood Muslim) and FLOTUS Michelle (referrenced as Planet of the Apes) to equate VJ (Valerie Jarrett) comment as she was apart of the Obama Administration. For me, she also owes the Obama's an apology...wait...in all honesty, it won't be sincere as the one she halfheartedly gave Ms. Jarrett...because she really wasnt sorry until her money (show cancellation) and money was affected...so she can pretty much save it! It's also funny how folks are coming up with oh but wait, POTUS Trump has been called an orangutan (due to his orange shade/complexation)...but they are slightly missing something...an ape/monkey has been likened to African Americans throughout history...this is not an offense to European Americans...if you take a look deeper Trumps orangutan likening is pretty much a "comic strip" reference to how folks say that Jay Z looks like Joe Camel. It sickens me that racists jokes still exist and folks seem to be okay with ignoring facts/principle over lies, deception & distraction...but, "This is America" (Childish Gambino). This foolery has to stop...we really have to adjust our prescription in our glasses to understand what's happening with the masses. We have become lost and forgotten our identity over the last two years and need to take time to get it back. God help us...we are on a sinking ship to hell and the iceberg will not help us there. #osmosisthoughtz