Love is NOT supposed 2 hurt..

But undeniably…it does. 

PERSONALLY...ME

I have been through a lot in my lifetime. The ups, downs and all around...turns full circle and keeps me ten toes down. I have experienced losing myself in pleasing/helping the wrong people only to be guilt tripped or folks show mad disrespect to distract truth the real substance. Some times we (or I)...tend to look into the mirror, deep within my eyes and ask...who am I? Why do I exist? What do others see...in me? I tend to write these blogs to reflect back years later for growth. I am an extrovert, but when I am alone...I love being alone to think to myself. I also love going to the movies, writing, making music...and day dreaming! When daydreaming, I am able to gain momentum in...go the distance and leave all worries behind. On the other hand, I feel as if no one truly gets/understands me. I feel that I am a smart guy, very out spoken at times, but I am fun loving and very outgoing...I just do not deal with a lot of drama and do not mind cutting folks off...even if they are family. Quite honestly, I do not think others close to me, see my value...nor understand my worth. Either way...I love life and stay as positive as I can because I know what I have been through and where I am going to. If I had a super power to choose from...for a day...it would be to read minds just to hear thoughts of what people really think of me. Like, prepare for the ultimate truth unloaded, so we can peel away the mask that family members and friends wear...to flip the question in reverse and ask what are your true thoughts...of me? Then again, I personally do not give a damn...unless I have hurt someone without intent. #runtelldat #osmosisthoughtz