My Ambitions as a Writer

I am a writer.

Not because I was trained to be one, or because someone handed me a platform, but because words have always been my way through. Writing is how I breathe, how I process, how I make sense of the chaos both inside and around me. It’s the one place where I don’t shrink, where I don’t second-guess, where I just am.

I’ve always been drawn to free thought the kind that doesn’t ask for permission. The kind that challenges, questions, explores. I believe in thinking beyond the edges, beyond the noise, beyond the fear. And I move with a free spirit wild, curious, soulful. I don’t write for formulas. I write for freedom.

There was a time…over a decade ago when I stood on stages and let spoken word pour from my chest like fire. No script, just breath and truth. Back then, I would free speak from the gut poetic, passionate, present. I haven’t touched a stage in years, but the spirit of those moments still lives in my pen. The urgency. The honesty. The release. It’s all still here…just quieter now, deeper.

These days, the page is my stage.

And I still write like someone’s listening with their whole heart.

I write to exercise my opinion, not to be loud, but to be heard. To add something real to the noise. To remind myself and anyone reading that our voices matter, our truths matter, our inner worlds deserve light.

So what are my ambitions as a writer?

It’s not about applause. It’s not about status.

It’s about impact.

I want to write something that meets someone right where they are in their pain, their joy, their confusion, their growth. I want my words to feel like home for the ones still trying to find theirs.

That’s what The 9 Podcast is all about…depth, healing, and truth that cuts through the surface. If I can move one soul closer to their own truth… then I’m doing what I came here to do.

I write because it’s who I am.

And I’ll keep writing until the ink runs dry or the day that I rest…

I’ll sleep when I die.